So today’s my birthday. And I’ve literally spent all morning laying about trying to slowly summer out the rage that I’ve built up over my soccer trip. Oh also yesterday I elbowed my own teammate in the face because he kept telling at me (I’m captain so that’s very bad) there was this cunt on the girls team that wouldn’t stop giving me shit about everything I said or did. Also I spent most of the trip babysitting and dealing with boys breaking the rules (they signed legal contracts that they would not smoke, drink, use tobacco, or have sexual relations while representing the team) and also was the mediator between my Athletic Director and my Coach. Literally the stress I was under the past two days had almost nothing to do with the soccer games I played.
So I’d told myself a long time ago that I’d do a video explaining why and how I got into what I did to want to help people. If I did that would anybody still be interested in hearing it? I know I’ve kinda gotten away from that but if I’m going to make a video I’d start with that.
Anonymous said: Well take the sun. It's imploding. Constantly. Burning with the kind of fire that cannot be tamed. Yet in our galaxy, everything revolves around it. You're the sun. In someone's galaxy, everything revolves around you. No matter how deeply you hate you flaws, they light up someone's day. And no matter how hot is the fire devastating your soul, there will always be someone loving you.
Wow this was actually really calming to read for some reason, thank you x
late night breakdowns are my speciality
I can help with that
PSA if you send me nice messages and i don’t respond
there is a 100% chance i saw it and it made me super duper uber happy but i have no idea how to respond and i will let it sit in my inbox for days or weeks and smile when i see it but still have no idea how to respond
there is a 0% chance that you annoyed me and i don’t like you.
1 in 5 teenagers have thought about suicide, about 1 in 6 teenagers have made plans for suicide, and more than 1 in 12 teenagers have attempted suicide in the last year. As many as 8 out of 10 teenagers who have commited suicide tried to ask for help in some way before committing suicide. Reblog this if you’re always here to listen.
Anonymous said: AAAH why is ur blog so perfect
Because I’m an asshole. Wait that would make my blog a piece of shit….oh wait it is! It’s a “perfect piece of shit”!
No but seriously my blog is great in theory. It’d be better if I actually manned it, had a real computer to make original posts, and wasn’t such an ass.
But regardless thank you so much :) I’m at least glad you like it ❤️
cerebralzero yeah hi um I live in America right now. It is currently 8:20am and I am getting ready to go help run a soccer tournament that my mom is helping organize at my old high school. My younger brother is back home from college for a few days and he will come help later and my dad and I are coaching 13 year old boys play in said tournament. Also later we will try to go to Costco because we need eggs, chicken, turkey, and detergent. This is not the “current state of America”.
please watch the video
Current state of America right now
- Her: We can't talk anymore.
- Me: What? But I thought we are best friends??
- Her: Well my boyfriend doesn't let me-
- Me: Bye
I think the saddest people always try their hardest to make people happy
because they know what it’s like to feel absolutely worthless
and they don’t want anyone else to feel like that.
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